Friday, April 18, 2014

Day 0 1/2 tanpa mereka

Pagi2 lagi dah terjaga sendiri pkul 6 pagi and sedih sgt sebab today is the day they will transfer to new university-- Segi University.They are Segians now.Hopefully i will be Unitenians soon--Uniten.And to make outsiders clear, Albukhary AiU students still dibiyai under scholarship oleh Albukhary foundation to pursue our studies in new tier-5 universities in Malaysia.May Allah bless our founder.Mira was sleeping in my room.After had breakfast semua, tggu bas.Thanks for the treat ! indeed memang no appetite to eat.

Tetiba waktu tgok bas dah smpai i was like what on earth is this feeling.Its so odd! Its worst than  a sadness.Still bertahan sebab dah promise never ever crying in front of them.But bila tgok sorang2 nangis and naik bas , OMG ! sebak!

Waktu tu kena lari jauh sikit from them.and buat2 buzy sembang dgn nurazhamal.tp huh! Sangat murah la air mata ni pon nak mengalir.dah macam hujan. L

Last hug and they went to bus.You know what? That time i felt like want to cry like hell.I have no strength to bid farewell.Call mak and cakap yg they are ready to leave.Suddenly , masuk  hostel sebak and  was crying like children to her. Sangat sedih pedih and sakit mata.Tak sangka langsung akan jadi seteruk ni.And FYI, since i was born tak pernah menagis sebab kawan sampai teruk mcm ni.its really weird! Selalunya akan cool and tak menagis.Mana ke-cool-an tu pergi?

And dengan mata ikan buntal tu pkul 11 went for meeting dkt  auditorium.Otw tu pon asyik nak keluar je lah air mata ni pon.Tahan sebab buat malu ja masuk auditorium macam org kena rasuk mata merah. Finish meeting pergi teman tasya makan and went back to hostel to sleep.Really hope its just a nightmare and hope when i wake up i will go to their room as usual to disturb and ajak makan. Hopefully azimah still sleeping, Mira still facebooking or basuh kain , Fatin still sleeping dengan selimut yg balut satu badan and hasna yg basuh kain and dengar lagu in their room.

Unfortunately, that remains hope and memories. Bangun and rushing to copy print by bicycle for printing and went to registrar office untuk hantar offer letter to madam halawati .But i was late and she went back.Go back to hostel and end up writing this entry.


Kenangan terindah ! Thanks Ya Allah for giving me an opportunity to meet them because they are really great, nice and lovely people .I will miss you till we meet again !

Thanks God for them